my bleeding heart</3

Thursday, August 30, 2012

Oh well, im here to blog once again.

Went to suntec to fetch a fat girl from work earlier yet all i saw is those no name guys buzzing around. Such a
turn off serious to the extend that i tell myself not to do the same silly things if i'm not being appreciated. Its suppose to be a surprise yet i totally can't feel that she is being surprised at all. Guess she had too much guys to even bother about me? Ha! What a jealousy guy i am right? suck to be me seriously. Almost went home straight and don't want to talk to her anymore but oh well, which guy can do that to the person they love so i ended up talking to her after trying to ignore her for awhile. Who go work wearing a high heels? She must be mad or something but i just can't stop loving her.

Hmmmm.....I think virgo really tend to think a lot especially when the night fall plus there is nothing to do and your mind will be like going wild thinking about all those stupid and silly stuff. well, there won't be smoke with fire so i guess must be some action which led me to this type of thinking. Its really not a good thing as you are mindfucking yourself.

hmmmm.... let me share a picture with you guys. A picture that i edited to the extend that it brought out my feelings.

Come on, lets have a picture discussion. what can you guys talk about this picture?

For me, this picture bring out my feelings and the way i edited it so that it represent what i'm thinking at the point of time. Wanna know why i make it so dark? Well, let me begin.

What i'm feeling at the point of time is that why is this world so unfair. Is it so hard to be with someone i love? Those heartbroken stuff behind a romance, behind a person, who will ever know it? But be it how heartbroken i am, i still try. I don't believe in impossible. i tend to turn every impossible stuff into I-M-POSSIBLE. Even if it is stain with darkness which doesn't allow us to know what will happen in the future , even if shit always happen, even if we always quarrel, would you be mine and continue walking down this road with me, holding our hand tightly so that nobody could separate us apart. Are you willing to take up this challenge?

This picture bring back my memories on what happen during the valentine's day this year. I thought i could bought 1 of these flower and give you in person, telling you all this but a small little act of yours make me feeling damn screwed and totally don't wanna tell you anything or even meet you. If i were to upload this picture and tag you, will you remove tag again? Are you up to the challenge to tame this little beast with such a fucked up temper and attitude or are you to said the same things again and ask me to wait again?

I finished scribbling at;1:36 PM