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Thursday, September 20, 2012

Hey my beloved readers,

Seems like i am busy but i;m just plan lazy as life really screwed me out totally and i don't wish to talk about it as it is always the same old shit that happen.

So let me ask you guys readers, how would you feel when you are currently with someone you like yet that person can't stop mentioning about his/her ex? It seems like that person's world is still revolving around the ex then why bother being with a new guy/girl when they said they still can't get over their ex.

Hmmm.... how many people actually feel that they are slapping themselves with their own hand? Ha... maybe when 2 persons isn't suitable for each other, no point trying so hard. Problem will surely rise from somewhere. And worse thing when the problem lies in them yet they still blame you.

Sometimes people are just so contradicting. Say something yet meant the other. Oh well, why should we even let some that hurt us carry such a important weight in our heart and let them hurt us again and again?

It is kinda stupid when people like me mentioning those stuff that i hate yet she still can't stop doing it. So what is the point of me forgiving you every time? Are you even worth it? But sadly i forgive yet i don't forget.

Truthfully, up till now, you still haven't earn my trust and faith after losing it totally. All you did is letting me feel disappointed and screwing with my mind over and over again but this time i made a decision, i'm leaving for good unless i see some changes.

Only people that could handle me have the right to ask me to be real and to deserve my every inch. Talks but no action is what i totally see in you. Don't ever say you are tired cause when you are tired, i am dead beat.

Readers, let me ask you a question alright?

How would you felt if the min you are awake yet you doesn't see anything from your love one yet the min you see his/her twitter, it's all about his/her ex?

What would you feel if you have been the one going find your love one for the past 1 year yet she come over to find you is less then 5 times?

How would you feel when she ask you not to control her yet all she want is to control you to the extend to even threaten you?

Letting the same person to hurt you only make yourself look stupid and dumb yet i'm that bimbo.

I finished scribbling at;7:14 AM